I feel so unhappy with the world and how things really are.?
The good thing is you are not really a Narcissist because a Narcissist never ever wants to admit that he has a disorder and he never wants to improve I would recommend you to see a therapist also Let me tell you Perfection is not something that everyone is well endowed with instead I would say Nobody truly nobody is a perfectionist you are a human We all are Human we have flaws and Flaws are beautiful learn to accept it And my child feeling of superiority does not give happiness it gives entitlement which is root cause of Evil. practice compassion and empathy Learn the art of giving back it will give you happiness