I messed up and lost the man of my dreams.?
We are all less than perfect, for as perfect as we would like to be, we are all flawed and we all make mistakes in life, especially in a relationship. In a relationship we are trying to coexist with someone else, and it takes effort to be in love. Now back to your question- any man who seriously loved you, would at least be willing to hear what you had to say, because he loved you, and real love is hard to find, and when you find it, you dont want to let it slip away, if you can help it. Love is the most incredible feeling ever, when you know youre with the right person, and sometimes we do not realize how we feel, until weve taken some time to reflect, or we realize how me might miss them. It happens, As a man, I can assure you that letting him know would at least let him know how you feel, and perhaps he doesnt. If nothing else becomes of it, you did the right thing in realizing your mistake, and letting him know that you did. We all dont get it right the first time and theres no shame in that. The feeling of learning from a mistake is golden, and nobody seems to know that Good luck to you