I wish I was a boy.?
Everything you said, except for how others view you, are just waiting to happen when you decide you want to go for them. Really, who's stopping you from hanging out, going skating etc? It's your brain that is causing you to believe you need to live in the box you drew around yourself or were led to believe this is the only acceptable way to live. Once you start living your own life, you'll have more freedom to experiment.